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Sunday, June 23, 2013 | 5:41 PM | 0 candie blossom
Assalamualaikum and hi!Sebelum tu, aku nak beritahu yang aku ni sebenarnya dah addicted gila dengan lagu Just Give Me A Reason. Sampai satu tahap aku menangis, meraung-meraung T___T Take a second to hear this song okay! Sekarang dah nak masuk bulan 7. Maksudnya, nak dekat 2 bulan lagi aku nak PMR. Bulan 7 ni trial. Tahun ni macam-macam benda aku dah lalui dan aku terlalu sayangkan semua orang yang ada di sekeliling aku. Mid year exam ni aku dapat 2A 5B 1C 1D. Target haaaa kau 5A babe! Tapi 2A je dapat. Sedih kau tak yah ceritalah. Bayangkan BI paper 1 kau dapat 38/40 tup tup BI kau B sebab paper 2, 26/50. MasyaAllah. Rasa down gila sebab aku memang target BI, A. Tapi takde rezeki takpe, don't give up! Bahasa Melayu - A Sains - A Bahasa Inggeris - B Pendidikan Agama Islam - B Matematik - B Bahasa Arab - B Geografi - B Sejarah - C Kemahiran Hidup - D Trial ni, aku target : Bahasa Melayu - A Sains - A Bahasa Inggeris - A Pendidikan Agama Islam - A Matematik - A Bahasa Arab - A Geografi - B Sejarah - B Kemahiran Hidup - C 6A 2B 1C. Sebab ayah aku kata kalau trial aku 6A dia nak tempah motor dan aku nak motor 125! Omg omg dari form 1 kot aku nak motor tu. And imagine.......................
dalam tangan aku. Memang 24 jam aku melekat je dengan motor ni. Hahahahaha tapi ayah aku nak belikan aku ego. MasyaAllah. Gua rockers babe. At least, kalau skuter pun, nouva lc pun okay apa. Aku tak nak ego eiiiiiiiiiii hodoh.
Actually, aku baru balik dari Seminar Kecemerlangan dekat Agro Semuji Resort, Kuantan untuk 3 hari 2 malam. Best dia masyallah aku nak cerita pun tak larat. Best gila nak mampos. Bergosip bagai. Perghhh. Tapi hmmm satu je, aku pendam masa kat sana.
HIKMAL
Dah aku fikir senang nak lupakan orang?! Dah la sokmo ada kat depan mata kita. Jalan sikit, jumpa. Jalan sinun, jumpa. Aku benci dia tapi dalam masa yang sama sayangkan dia dan dalam masa yang sama menyampah dekat dia dan dalam masa yang sama rindukan dia. Bercampur-aduk semuanya. Sebab tu, setiap kali aku terserempak dengan dia, aku akan tunduk seboleh mungkin. Pandang tepi. Seolah-olah dia tak wujud dan aku tak pernah kenal dia. Aku mampu kutuk dia tapi dalam masa yang sama jauh dalam hati aku, aku sayang dia walaupun aku tahu aku kena game. Gila kan? Aku kutuk dia BELALANG GAMER depan kawan-kawan aku seolah-olah aku benci dia tapi takpe lah, dengan cara tu lah kita boleh bencikan seseorang kan? Dia panggil aku, JANDA dia. JANDA babe! Lawak k. Tang bila dan di mana aku kahwin dengan dia. Walaupun aku dah clash dengan dia, kawan-kawan dia still ejek aku DUGONG. Takpe, alah bisa tegal biasa. Mampos koranglah asalkan aku tak kacau hidup korang.
Dan satu malam masa dekat Semuji tu, adalah Syidah dia kata Hikmal nak jumpa. Imagine, ex nak jumpa kita. Oh no way! Aku pun cakap "Izzah dah mati" then Hikmal kata kat Syidah "ok bye" dan lepas tu aku merayau sengsorang dan tetiba sedih+sebak+sakit hati+rindu datang dan tears falling down...... Gua nangis babe! Gua terus pergi dekat Muna. Cerita dekat dia. Lepas tu Muna pujuk, "Dah la Izzah. Allah ada. Dah jangan nangis. Dah tak comel nangis" hahahahaha Muna memang pandai pujuk orang. Aku pun macam biasa, senyum dan ketawa seolah-olah takde apa-apa berlaku. Apa-apa pun, LIFE MUST GO ON kan?
Dan aku tau aku ni hebat. Ewahh sila bagi kaki. Aku hebat sebab pandai sorokkan kesedihan aku ewahh dah la bye. Makin annoying pula aku ni :p
Aku, Nisah, Sabreena. Comelkan kami hahahahahahaha
Lirik ni hmmm buatkan aku menangis :')
Apa makna impian
Datang dan pergi
Membawa hati
Menyusuri kembali
Jalan-jalan sepi
Kau kah di situ
Yang menantiku
Atau jelmaan
Dalam kenangan
Yang bernama pengalaman
Siapakah di antara kita
Dengan rela menjadi pendusta
Siapakah dulu membina harapan
Dan siapa yang memusnahkan impian
Tanpa sebab dan alasan
Kau lahirkan perasaan
Bagai taufan tiba-tiba datang
Dan menghilang
Kau bayang-bayang
Masa nan silam
Ada ketika terbawa-bawa
Oleh resah mimpi yang tak sudah
Life
Monday, June 3, 2013 | 1:29 PM | 0 candie blossom
Hi and assalamualaikum. Good morning guys. Have a nice day ahead! First of all, if you feel annoyed when reading my blog just because I wrote in English, so better you close the tab and stay tweeting or facebooking. Please bother me cause I know that I keep annoyed everyone and everyone hate me or whatsoever ahh shit I don't care bitch.It doesn't make any sense if you annoyed I tweet or blogging in English because what is the used we learnt English at school if we didn't practice it at all? Okay keep calm. Anyway, today is third of June and I still breathing and smiling. Alhamdulillah. You know what it is hard to move on in my life. But I have to try. HAVE TO. For God sake, it was very hard since he was too meaningful for me. TAPI KAU KENA INGAT, AKU TAK HADAP LANGSUNG NAK GETBACK DENGAN DIA TAU PEREMPUAN :') It is one of my way to forget someone so please shut up and continue to love each other. ((ayat cambabi)). I know you read my blog hahahahahaha. Actually, I were intentionaly publish my blog to attract you from reading it and I did it. Thank you for reading. THAT IS MY MAINLY PURPOSE. As I expected, after you knew that I always stalk your blog, then you will private it or change the link. Huh such a coward. If you brave enough, you will publish it as I can read. So what is your problem if I read your blog? Is there too many secret hah I don't think so. So techniquely, I haven face this kind of situation last year. Okay, I admit that I were very stupid for choosing a boy that only 15 years old. He's not matured yet and that's why he curious about his feeling and he don't know how to choose the better one and he can't even make the right choice. Now I understood that he choose me last 3 month just because he wanted to forget his ex and finally, he can't so he broke up with me and get back with Ieda. THE END. Kesimpulannya, aku ialah mangsa. Okay I was too noob. Lagipun semalam aku call Shikin minta nasihat dan dia kata, "Kita ni remaja. Kita bukan sayang sangat pun cuma kita obses. Orang ada pakwe, kita pun nak ada pakwe." Thank you for those who still there for me. Hanisah, aku harap kita akan bahagia ewahhhhhhhhhhh. Bye! :) Revenge
Saturday, June 1, 2013 | 5:15 PM | 0 candie blossom
Hi and hello everyone. By the way, Happy Holiday. I hope that you guys enjoy the holiday. Okay, there's something running in my mind and it has been a long time I didn't write my blog. Yeah for sure I'm too sad and disapointed for all the things that happened in my life. Since, I broke up with him................ I really hope that someday, he will be in my hand back but I were totally wrong. No and never. We are never ever ever getting back together because I think that he want to continue his relationship with his ex, Nur Syahindah and I was like............ I hope that you guys will happy :')I know that sometimes life doesn't want to give us something we want, not because we don't deserve it, but because we deserve more and for sure I must forgive those who insult me, attack me or take me for granted. But more than that, forgive myself for allowing them to hurt me. And yeah, for Ieda, congratulations. Your dream came true hahahahahahahaha. ((my hands wanna type yeah, yeah and yeah)) Every time, I stalk her blog, you know what I'm thinking? I'm thinking that -Teteknyaa siaa serabut minah ni. Haaaa, okay I'm sorry. But every sentence she tried to make 'ayat redho' and I hate it too much. This is the girl that you really want to have right? So here she is. Hikmal, I want to warn you. All the stuffs that you'd done to me, one day it will go back to you because "what goes around, comes around" and "what you gave, you will get back". Remember that? It's KIFARAH. When times are come, I will be the first person that will laugh at you and serve it your right! Ahaks ahaks So, please prepare for it! I didn't keep any revenge. ((I'm lying)). It's just I didn't understand anything about all this. Senang cerita, aku tak faham langsung apa MOTIF kau couple dengan aku then buat aku macam tunggul then tetiba senyap macam tu. Okay aku minta maaf block facebook kau, unfollow twitter kau. Tapi, aku sakit hati lah babi. Macam cibai tau? Buat aku macam aku takde nilai. Kalau kau memang nak dekat ex kau Ieda yang cantik, comel, manis, solehah tu patutnya dari dulu kau tak payah couple dengan aku. Tak payah nak game aku. Takpe lah, just wait and see. One day kau tunggu pembalasan kau. Btw, I'm hoping for the best in your PMR, dear sayang HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Lelaki aspura luar semua tak guna sama macam Amirulhakim. Kau berdua sama 2 kali 5. Aku dah tak tahan nak marah korang semua tau. Aku sabar je. Haihh ingat peribahasa Melayu wei, "Ada ubi ada batas, ada hari aku balas" So bye.
Nah, food for you.
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