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Unforgettable Scars
Friday, August 30, 2013 | 5:20 AM | 0 candie blossom
I've been hesitate for a long timeI don't sure what to do or what to say So, I lay in my bed and cry But I still fail to find the answer Am I dumb? All burdens were in my shoulders. I'm the victim and I'm the looser. Sometimes, I wonder Why me? Why no her or them? What is my fault? If I had made a huge mistake Please tell me Let me heal the mistake and go on Yeah. Move to a new life New life without all the silly dramas Drama king and drama queen Give other person a chance to heal my scars The scars that you made That I forgive but not forget The bittersweet memories are still fresh in my mind The one I really need Then left and treat me like a shit Think. Do you know what I've been through? Pretending you're not exist and died. And I'm tired of crying every night. You hurt me so much Don't you remember these words "What you gave, you will get back"? Please, I want to move on I want to forget you I'm begging.... Sahabat
Thursday, August 15, 2013 | 1:12 PM | 0 candie blossom
Dia bukan kaum kerabatNamun Dia penyeri nikmat Hiperbola diberikan agak keterlaluan Di dalam hati insan inilah bisikan Ya sahabat senang petik jari sudah tersedia Sahabat dikala perih mati hidup semula pun jarang ada Ada masa aku pandai bermain kata Bukan mengada atau sengaja Ilham datang menjelma di dada Kutidak mahu digelar ‘jiwang’ Tapi sebenarnya kau semua kusayang Andai ada terguris hati Tercela di mata Ampun dah maaf kupinta Halalkan ketelanjurannya Ah engkau semua macam tidak biasa sahaja! Aku kan suka bercanda Macam kamu semua Persahabatan seindah udara dingin pagi Tak bisa disentuh atau dibeli Ukhwah yang disandarkan ini Harap berkekalan sehingga mati. Unhappy Me
Wednesday, August 14, 2013 | 6:06 AM | 1 candie blossom
Assalamualaikum.Can someone get me a piece of tissue? I wanna cry. Have you ever woke up at late of night and suddenly your ex-crush entered your mind and smiled to you? Have you ever missed how he/she hold your hand? Have you ever remembered the places that you have been before? Have you ever smelled himself/herself? Have you ever like hell wanna cried and screamed just because he/she posted a picture with his/her new bf/gf? Have you ever thought that you want to turn out the time and let he/she be yours again? I HAVE THAT EVERY NIGHT! I cried a lot just because he tweeted to me "Selamat Hari Raya". I was crying and hugging my sister and later I on the phone with Nisah and told her everything. Yeah this is currently my feelings. I end up with nothing and of course the truth is I love him but I'm not a person who loves to mess up someone's relationship. Never mind if I had crush on him just like 7 months ago, right? He is my ex-crush. I hate seeing him at school because I'm tired pretending that I had forget him. I love him in his short pants. I love him in football's jerseys. She's too suit for you. I hope you guys will happily ever happy. By the way, you look cute together! |