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I'm A Fool
Sunday, December 9, 2012 | 12:46 AM | 0 candie blossom
Yes. I’m so stupid. Aku bodoh, bengap, bebal semua aku. Hey
izzah, bodoh bebetul satgi nyesal kau!
Tahu kenapa aku kata aku bodoh? I became stupid because of
you. Yes, you! I don’t know why it is so hard to forget you. If I know this
thing will happen, I wish I’ll never meet you. Never ever!
Kurang interaksi? Okay up to you. Aku tahu aku salah semua.
Woi bodohnya gua ==
Typing this entri sambil dengar lagu sedih memang
mengalirkan air mata aku.
Dear ex,
Why I can’t forget your love?
Why I can’t stop stalking you?
Why I can’t delete all our memories?
Why I can’t hate you?
Why I must know you?
Why I meet you?
Why I can’t stop thinking about you?
Why I can’t stop talking about you?
Why I can’t stop crying because of you?
Why I still can’t move on?
Why you make me like this?
Why world is so cruel to me?
Why must I waste my tears just because of you?
Why I miss you?
Why? Why?
I have a thousand questions, but I’m still can’t find the
answer.
Why this happen to me? What is my fault? Just because I’m
kusut? Oh okay.
KAU SANGAT KEJAM.
Jujur, aku sangat rindukan kau. Sangat. Aku rindu nak otp
dengan kau. Boleh ke kalau aku nak call kau? Text dengan kau? NO! KAU DAH ADA
HASNIRA. KAU DAH ADA LIFE KAU SENDIRI. KAU BENCIKAN AKU. KAU MUAK DENGAN AKU.
Tak boleh izzah. Jangan. Jangan kacau hubungan orang. Takpe
lah, kau suka tengok aku macam ni. Fine.
Kelly Clarkson - Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone.
Me : Actually, sometimes I’m lonely without you.
Tapi, aku mohon satu perkara. Jangan kecewakan Hasnira.
Hargai dia :’)
I need someone. Aku nak pinjam bahu dia dan nangis sepuas
hati aku. I’m tired. Tired of this stupif drama.
Tidur dengan air mata? Itu aku dah biasa. Bila dengar lagu
sedih-sedih je, mulalah air mata ni gedik nak mengalir. Bodoh. Kenapa aku mesti
jadi gini? Aku bodoh aarhhh kau mesti seronok aku jadi camni? Kau mesti ketawa
tengok betapa bodohnya aku. Aku malu. Malu nak berhadapan dengan kau,
kawan-kawan kau.
Aku nak jumpa kau.
Aku nak dengar suara kau.
Aku nak tengok senyuman kau.
And the most important, I want you. No, never. You’ll never
come back to me. Fullstop.
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